I almost couldn´t sleep yesterday. Many things passing on my mind...

Yesterday all the usb ports of my computer stopped recognizing the hardwares so I had to start using an old keyboard that is not so comfortable... no webcam working anymore... I just wanted to scream...

I can´t get my money from paypal to pay for the repair so I will have to count on the favors of my family... 

Yes, there is nowhere to run, I will have to get a stupid normal job cause it doesn´t matter if I am making good money online, if I can´t pay my bills it doesn´t help... 

I really want to scream now... my head is almost exploding, I couldn´t work for traffic today. I can´t think clear.

When something happens to my computer I simply stop working too cause everything in my life... boyfriend, best friends, blogs, everything is online...

Yes, I really want to scream...